Christians Were Supposed to Be Safe - an ask for help
Christianity, creating poverty, abuse, orphans, and destroying families since the beginning of time
I have not been writing on this blog because I have been trying to piece many things together that once I begin posting, it will be a domino effect. I need to reach my girls and also defend my reputation that simultaneously exposes predators who parade as angels.
This is a donation button if anyone is feeling led to give anything to help. $500.00 gets me through this month.
The reason this blog and my story is important is because my daughters and grandchildren are in the grasp of poison people posing as their friend...the same thing I believed for most of my life, that the people I was surrounded by, Christians, were honest, had integrity and were safe. I now have proof, but I had to search for it again and organize it to post. I struggle to stay focused and write.
I studied psychology and came close twice to a master’s degree if it were not for Christian’s sabotaging my quest for independence, 18 classes from completion with a 3.90 GPA. I knew I did well working alone researching and writing. I had a couple of books in process as well as a Master’s thesis on C-PTSD and the Church, nearly completed with over 100 sources and 200 plus pages that Karl Ulrich deleted, including the back up when I committed suicide to escape unescapable domestic violence in November of 2019. He had all my passwords and surveillance on all my technology our entire marriage.
My story is tens of thousands of others stories. I have been documenting everything I believe can help others to protect themselves. I thought my obsessive documentation would give me a voice, but it never did, not in court, lawyers, therapists, churches, ministries, pastors, colleagues, family or friends, medical, Dr. Erin Nance, or mental health fields - almost all call themselves Evangelical.
This month, I ran out of money. I am a few days away from losing phone and internet, my only connection to the world despite working in the Evangelical Christian world for decades and knowing hundreds of people. It took three years of digging and research to realize the church was built on lies, and since the beginning, run by religious/political billionaire secret societies profiting from Saturnalia, the religion of pedophilia, incest, cheating, fear, trafficking, abuse, torture, rape, war, exploitation, ritual sacrifice, murder, slavery, and more from a “holy” god.
I made it this long because I sold my car in November 2022. I was told my ex husband installed a computer chip that remotely shut off my car. I was left with nothing to get the car fixed. People nearest to me, knew the car had problems during divorce, acknowledged and documented it, called ME crazy, and dismissed me. I had problems with what I thought was the alternator on a 2009 Toyota Camry with less than 80K miles that should have lasted another 200K miles. The last time I took the car out I was in a very isolated area with no connections and I was terrified.
I thought something would come together for me, but I kept getting knocked down. I am stuck in chronic dissociation. I am in a last ditch effort to re-connect with my daughters and attempt to repair five lost years and a life time of insurmountable pain and suffering brought on by Christians who destroyed my family. Evidence forthcoming.
Some people asked me why I am not working. I am 62 years old with DID, autism, and Complex-PTSD. I was left with NOTHING, not half of anything despite belonging to a church with 13K members, or my Christian “friend” “helping” me to be safe (not). I am not on disability because the mental health monsters did not respond in a timely manner with necessary paperwork. I never needed disability. I needed someone to stop Karl screaming at me (audio recordings below) so I could finish my degree, but that simple request was ignored.
Karl explains "real abuse" (Ash Padharia, Streamwood, IL) is from the Baptist General Conference where Karl and I met, worked in IT and aware of Karl’s porn and sins)
May 9, 2020 (I had no idea Karl had millions saved, multiple homes, and numerous side businesses, and secret bank accounts as he shreds me in this audio recording. He ended up with everything. He could not even leave me the house. He is toddler.
May 11, 2020 (listening to Karl Ulrich talk about abusing my daughters). My ex friend Linda, my ex Christian therapist, Christian church, and Christian ministries, friends, pastors, bosses all heard these recordings and ignored them. This is Ben Gesing’s client who thinks I need reality testing.
This is Christian Karl Ulrich who lives at 830 Southwick, Algonquin, IL. I met him at the Baptist General Conference, a sickening bunch of demon sycophants with no morals.
1:41 "Your kids don't like me. I don't like them. They're assholes.... you go show the little assholes. You really think I am worried about them? Your kids are the biggest fucking assholes I have ever met in my mother fucking life...I don't care if they don't like me. I don't care anymore."
December 18, 2020 Audio Recording confronting Deborah Metroka of unethical clinical records and multiple APA ethics violations. Many therapists read her clinical notes enabling Karl Ulrich, dismissing, gaslighting, and reframing my abuse. Deborah Metroka and Ben Gesing, PsyD (Karl’s therapist) have SIXTEEN APA ETHICS VIOLATIONS ACCORDING TO OTHER LICENSED THERAPISTS!
Deborah Metroka insisted I can work and she could not legally provide a letter regarding employment. Twenty days later, on January 6, 2021, Dr. Tracy Robinson provided the letter and refuted Metroka’s lies and incompetence. Note that he removed Metroka’s schizophrenia attempt.
Metroka was HELPING KARL get me involuntarily committed and into a half way house claiming I was schizophrenic. Amita Behavioral in Hoffman Estates, IL and one of Karl’s CUSD300 colleagues screwed up their plans. Who the hell is Brian Leahy and why was Ben Gesing, Karl’s inept therapist diagnosing me and making referrals?
Schizophrenia is a necessary diagnosis Karl needed for full control to profit from legal guardianship and have abusive control over me. When Metroka failed, my “friend” Linda attempted the same. (S)RAMCOA came to my assistance and foiled Linda’s attempts to help Karl and she was PISSED, demanded names of who did what. No one will ever know. Those people woke me to the reality of psychopaths in psychiatry and friends and family who see trauma victims as cash opportunities. Pathetic losers.
My daughter, Jackie tried the same on December 30, 2020 calling 911 out of the blue, lying that I was suicidal while I lay in bed at 10:30 PM watching a Hallmark movie. I checked out of the world on orders by Dr. Tracy Robinson earlier that day until he could see me after the new year. Nine male police officers broke down my door. Jackie was a CNA who never followed up so it was just an act of evil and furthered C-PTSD and my rage against malicious medical and mental monsters who proved their boot licking loyalty to government during CONvid, killing millions for money and dance choreography points while traumatizing an entire generation of children.
“Told client I do still see her as employable and so would not be willing to make a statement like that. Plus, I’m not qualified to legally make that kind of statement anyway.” Deborah Metroka, Algonquin, IL
I never went to Sheppard Pratt Trauma program. A (S)RAMCOA survivor saw my message in a group that I was taken off a wait list and was going in 28 days. He informed me all psychiatrists are CIA and they operate to erase memories and “accidently” cause death and disappearance in trauma facilities. I took myself off the list. He saved me.
I was thankful for this thorough letter on April 24, 2021 for court. It proved meaningless. What it did was help me to destroy the reputation of Deborah Metroka and all the clown lap dogs that hang on Karl like he is something to be admired. What a man to rage against someone with trauma. What moral and ethical wannabes who supported his behavior.
It saddens me that you are not doing well. I hope to hear from you again before you lose the ability to contact the others... there's always the astral plane. You know where to find me. -T