Radically Different Perceptions of Reality Part II
Abuse and Trauma is the Christian Norm toward Women and Children
I left off part one with Linda trying to get me committed for stabilization instead of Christian men getting domestic violence perp Karl Ulrich out of my home. Hospitals do not “stabilize,” The medicate, retrain, isolate, shame, and treat traumatized like two year old’s. There is no longer a pride of doing one’s job and a desire for reputation for excellent service. No one cares. They want a paycheck the easy way. More people commit suicide after hospitalization then before.
Doctors, nurses, therapists, uppity ups are beginning to find out the system they created sucks for themselves when they or their children go to use it. Humans are the messiest fuck ups that could ever have been created and that is a direct reflection on their “god.”
I know the average reader with no knowledge of my life will see the obvious right away. Linda cannot see it. I did give Linda Power of Attorney over me because I was struggling with memory issues. I had no idea the tremendous stress I was under was going memory loss. I did not know that I have DID or Autism. When I found out, Linda exploited it. She thinks morons with DMin are genius scholars and so are PhD’s. She worships titles and people who hold them. They are just more indoctrinated in the Lake of Bullshit. Those are the people screwing up the world.
Clearly Linda did try to get me committed and she put it in writing and forgot. Linda has a flare for the dramatic. She has NO idea how many are using these screen shots for videos and posts. One must be publicly maligned when what you are doing in secret is sinning.
1 Corinthians: Those who gossip, are immoral, or cause factiousness should publicly acknowledge their sins.
Matthew 18:15-20: If someone sins against you, you should confront them privately. If they don't listen, you can involve others as witnesses. If they still don't listen, you can tell the church.
I am not in a church so I bring it to public spaces. You know who does not like criticism or public exposure? Narcissists. You know who blame shifts? Narcissists. You know who does not own up to their issues and deflects? Narcissists.
“I pray the Lord continues to cultivate in me his love for Karen.” Linda, if you have to force love and you need Sky Daddy to make it happen, your heart is already dark. Don’t force what you don’t have. I keep thinking back to the insight Christine had about you when she was little. I was drowning in religious mind control and brainwashing so I could not see through the insanity that Christine saw clearly. Christine was accurate, you are all frauds playing follow the leader but the leader is cray cray. I 100% admit I drank the Kool-Aid and asked for more. You were right by my side though and when you weren’t Steve Edlin was. He was much deadlier, with a talent for hypnotism and much more sinister tactics.
“It is revealing the battle we know is going on in her own soul, that she would even believe these gematria” (I think that is the word covered up). The bible is based on the Torah and Talmud and they are based on Kabballah which is numerology .JEWS are the one’s who invented and use gematria for everything. You are a Jew. None of you will ever have a soul and you have a weird attraction to children. ALL religions are based on the Egyptian Book of the Dead. Moses ten commandments are Thoth’s Emerald Tablets. You see, you are a follower and a parrot. I read and research and I go to every angle of every source to find truth.
You left a boatload of documents in my Google Drive. I have no idea how you got in last fall but I copied all of them out and have been digesting your the insanity of what I read. At some point, I am letting the whole packet loose so others can share my brain injury.
“Unfortunately, I believe she ends up dismissing legitimate avenues of help” Please, in all your wisdom show us the right path oh wise one. From the time you began “helping” me 100% of your legitimate avenues of help were all roads to the meth house.
The actual legitimate avenue to help was a sniper shot to Karl’s skull and spatter spray to your fucking husband, Scott, Village Church of Barrington, David Jones/David E Smith/Matt Barber, Harvest Bible Chapel, Steve Edlin, Les Hirst, Bob Carlson, and Ash Padharia for starters. There are more, but if any of them went missing the world would be a better place.
Oh how I wish I could get my RAMCOA group to comment on your comment “I am increasingly concerned that she has programming designed by her abusers for self sabotage to prevent her from getting help.” She has a reason for almost everything why it won’t work out or why she won’t give it a chance.”
Let’s break that down sugar button. YOU know NOTHING about PROGRAMMING. You can read 50 books and you still won’t know. There are people very adept who are figuring it out and we don’t talk publicly as we pass information to one another. People, places, websites, are not known unless you are meant to know them and you never will, especially after having the nerve to breach confidential support groups.
As for giving a chance or dismissing something. It is probably because I know something you don’t which infuriates you. You showed yourself to be untrustworthy with confidential information, and your buddy relationship with my abusive ex husband makes you extremely suspect to avenues of help.
Monique asked you specifically to provide exactly what was already done, what was being done and what was planned. You never answered her. You wrote about dirt roads you were on in the Sahara Dessert doing meaningless work that provided no immediate safety. Monique was direct with you and told you to your face in 2021 you are a fuck up. It was when she was through with her conservations with you knowing you had done nothing and accomplished nothing that 1) I was screwed 2) you don’t have my back 3) you are not and never were a friend.
The person who wrote those words in blue was willing to give me a place to stay, friends to help and support me for the rest of my life for free and share in making sure my needs were met, most of all safety. I needed to get out of America. I almost made it.
I believe you are speaking of Nada Marie Brzovich whom you referred to me on the cusp of becoming homeless and not knowing where I was going, with no money as the avenue of help. I wish I could say more here but I promised not to.
Again, it was the RAMCOA world who told me to stop telling you anything. You have no boundaries and you don’t understand confidentiality. So, what you wish to know I cannot tell you and I won’t post it here. By faith you have to accept that you don’t know what you don’t know and will never be allowed to know.
Stop praying and look up history and etymology of the word.
Let’s get in to how often you use “delusions” and “paranoia” when you speak about me. Karl Ulrich and Ash Padharia do the same thing.
Masonic Gaslighting, Paranoia or Paranoia on demand
“Gaslighting is the destruction of the person thus rendering them unable to combat or comprehend the eventual collapse. Subtle psychological games that destroy the victims personal self worth and perception of reality. The two pronged attack that is Masonic Gaslighting and Gangstalking is like binding someone while you have set a fire in another room of their house. A potent cocktail of fatal actions.”
Just be careful in your over confidence, the pendulum swings two ways. People who destroy others eventually get destroyed too. That is the nature of people who tear down not build up. I don’t care if your nose is up Israel’s ass, you don’t matter. You are over baby breeding age. You are not going out a hero.
I don’t have it in writing so I cannot comment on “take ownership of the house.”
Took guardianship over me. yes, you did. As we agreed it was a way to protect me from Karl trying to commit me. It took you 7 days to do the same. For obvious reasons, I am not posting those documents.
The Power of Attorney was signed on August 14, 2021
You tried to involuntarily commit me on August 21, 2021
Power of Attorney was revoked on September 25, 2021
You wrote an email that Karl is dangerous on June 24, 2022 (why did you wait 2 1/2 years to do that?) and had me do a danger assessment in January 2022 that is off the charts for murder, and you speak with my former husband as friends. So yes, like James MacDonald said, “show me your friends and I will show you your faith.”
I would absolutely love for you to post a comment with detail of what I pushed back on or did not provide evidence. People know better on social media to test what I know. I have the evidence. If I don’t have evidence I don’t word vomit. If I am thinking about something without evidence, I post those words so people know it is not truth, but my truth for the moment.
I think I am revealing truths here that are damaging. The problem is you had me hook, line and sinker in your club of brainwashed and I admit I was. Suicide and the Christian response woke me up. That all of you are okay with violence, cheating, financial control, child abuse and more showed me and I had to take the Jesus blinders off. They are really off now, never going back. I cannot believe all that I know now that was hidden by the Christian Cult Church, sort of like the CIA organization Campus Crusade for Christ (see what I did there).
Be careful how you word things. I am keenly aware “before the eyes of God” is Eye of Providence, Ayin. That is not a slip or an accident. I have been contacted in the last few months by people who know you. You see, I was oblivious to memories when I started investigating what was wrong with the church. I intentionally only used Christian sources to find the answers to piss you off. You could not refute them according to the laws of hive follower.
Unfortunately, all the trauma, CPTSD and lack of safety put my mind in hyper alert that led me to names like Jerry Boykin and Mike Flynn and even higher, then I started remembering things, most that are posted nowhere. Because of you ,I was able to make associations and figure out things I am not supposed to know or remember.
“I am talking and strategizing with Karl and other freemasons to try to kill her.”
That gets answered in the screenshot below. Why were you communicating with my abuser and “happy” to speak with him? Why are you on the top of his phone list and speak so frequently he phone butt dials you? How do you think I acquired that screen shot? Might I know what the two of you were talking about? Yes, I do. It is coming. Be careful sweetheart, I know you think you are the golden child but your gold is plated.
I contacted you in January of 2020. Am I homeless? Did I lose 100% of everything? Did I lose all my support systems, family, access to healthcare or mental health? The answer is yes to all. Did Monique give you a road map you ignored in 2021? Yes, she did. Linda needs to stop listening to the revisionist voices in her head.
Stop bringing god into your nonsense. Look up etymology of the word rapture. God is Satan, even Ordo Templi Orientis, Knight so Malta, and Golden Dawn admit to this.
You are correct I did not ask your help to find a place in 2020. I asked for safety and to keep the place I was living in and the property which I used $10K of my student loans as a down payment. You made sure I lost my home and safety. I told you I wanted to stay in my house until the end of my days, not the time being.
I asked for the house and only the house in divorce. I asked for it to be repaired and paid off. There was $98K left on the loan. Karl was still walking away with 100% of his million pensions and all the hidden businesses I now know about and know that you know which makes you lower than dirt.
I was going to take the back bedroom and rent out the other two rooms to cover my living expenses for the rest of my life. The thing is, only YOU knew my plan and you made sure it did not happen. Your friend who now talks to me and has warned me of very serious things has stated that you and Karl are tight as dirty dick thieves can be.
What YOU did was I lost the house, 100% of the equity, and technically my life savings since the initial house was mine that got Karl on the home ownership track. Karl walked away with an additional $200K in cash from MY house and I received nothing so take your pompous I did so much and stick it up your ass sideways.
I am absolutely privy to yours and Karl’s plans happening in the near future for me. Now we are in a cat and mouse game. Karl still holds value to the club. You don’t. Although, I should not know as much as I know so the old boy should watch his step too. My favorite is exposing all of you.
As an FYI, safety is the first rule of recovery. You had to make sure that did not happen in order for the rest of the dominos to fall.
Linda is convicted Karl Ulrich is dangerous above, and that is who all these people got behind, including Linda, but I have spiritual warfare and abuser programming below. Do you think Linda will connect the dots who the spiritual abusers are and where the abuser programming is coming from?
Linda was aware of Karl’s abuse as early as 2003. In her letter of June 22, 2022 she admits that Karl was dangerous to the woman and her daughter Karl dated before me.
Linda remarking about how her husband seems to have affairs with women who also have daughters, and did HER girls ever get abused by her husband?
This was a disturbing, upsetting thing for client to hear. More so because it sounds like profound truth trying to be fixed through Karmic revelation.
Maranatha Mancini, Jacquelyn and Christine Ceplecha need to see the quote above. This sounds like a truth bomb to me. I know something really big, but am seriously running out of time. One of you needs to get hold of me through Proton. I may use a 3rd Party to get it to you, it is that important.
No one stopped the abuse no matter who I reached out to
754 days from the day I asked Linda to contact CHRISTIAN MEN TO HOLD KARL ACCOUNTABLE SO I COULD BE SAFE. THE HELP I NEEDED WAS 2 ½ YEARS PRIOR. Linda is the spiritual warfare. There is no programming, just victim blaming, Linda did finally contact men on June 22, 2022, and admitted I was in danger in writing. This was after I lost everything. No safety, no money, no support, no finances, no home. Linda knows I have Dissociative Identity Disorder. You cannot get eviler than that. I am a narcissist. Linda has no morals, integrity or standards but she sure does know how to weaponize the bible. She certainly will protect grown perv violent men over children.
