Radically Different Perceptions of Reality
Linda Pietrzak Ross Janelle Fabiano and the torture of my children and me
“I’m not sure whether it’s possible for us to ever untangle the terrible web of distrust caused by my many failures regarding our relationship and your beliefs about me. I am still crying when I think about the mind boggling and heart-breaking misunderstandings of our radically different perceptions of reality. But I have never stopped caring for your well-being. If you ever want to try mutually respectful communication in an attempt to heal our relationship, I’m willing to give it a try. I welcome mediation by a trusted person of your choice.”
Read this from Christine. THIS is REALITY. This is the complete failure of the Christian church to protect women and children. This is the Church of men to trap and abuse women. It is not a one off, there are MILLIONS OF WOMEN AND CHILDREN DESTROYED BY THE CHURCH YOU DEFEND AND CALL ME DELUSIONAL, PARANOID, CRAZY AND “DIFFERENT PERCEPTION OF REALITY.”
The chance of me making it in my situation with nothing, no where to go, and no connections, and the plight of a choice between homicide and suicide is nothing compared to vengeance from my daughters. They are NOT fawns. You don’t want to meet Christine in fight mode.
Jacquelyn and Christine Ceplecha
May 11 2020 abuse of Jackie and Christine Ceplecha (my daughters)
Karl Ulrich admitting to physical abuse of my children on audio
How many more women and children need to be abused before Church women stop the bleed? How many more trauma victims need to become easy prey by the Church of Soul Harvesting. The more you read your bibles the more evil you become. It is filth, Satanic Ritual and abuse, torture, deception, trafficking, pedophilia, incest, and graphic sex, war, money and land grabs for “god.”
At some point I hope Maranatha sees this and connects with my daughters. I think you would all be good for one another. You have lived through the same experiences.
The narcissistic smirk. If only I saw in his eyes then what I see now. There is no soul. Red Flag Stalker Gets A Fed Up Judge
You told me to do this assessment Linda and then you ignored it. It was only a few months later you attempted to have me committed for the “disorder” of being abused while no accountability, no action, no Matthew 18:15-17, but boy did you beat me with the bible, tell me about being filled with demons and all sorts of CRAZY SHIT.
You don’t sob and say sorry on July 11, 2021, nineteen months after I begged for safety and then turn around and trying to have ME committed though I was experiencing ongoing inescapable abuse THAT NONE OF YOU STOPPED!
Linda called me crazy when she failed to get me committed. She had NO idea just how high up the levels that dove in to protect me from CIA operative Colin Ross of Hotel California. Ross knows. Linda was looking for a place for stabilization! Bitch! Remove Karl by force by your pansy ass white bitch boy husband and his merry band of masonic homo’s and I would have been stable. If you are not women supporting women, get off the fucking planet.
Linda, you fucked up when you infiltrated MY support groups, contacted my support system without my knowledge or permission, AND broke the privacy and confidentiality rules of our groups. You kept making all of us unsafe and you bought a reputation. YOU need to clean up YOU and stop meddling in others lives.
The Church of Gossip and Slander may love their prEyer letters. Our groups were supposed to be the safest place to express what the general public shouldn’t hear and would not understand, like you for example. You took a ten minute course and made yourself and expert. The experts are not experts. You don’t know unless you went through it.
The church needs to get out of the business of demon possession, deliverance ministry and biblical counseling and get into the business of cutting of pedo pastors dicks off and slicing open card carrying trafficking dames black credit cards. I said exactly what I said and I meant every word.
Getting over betrayal by Linda Pietrzak Ross is 100% of my grief. It is not just grief; it is guttural soul death barely breathing sorrow that stays with me even in sleep. Linda took life from me. There is nothing left. I fell into such a hole of dissociation from her crazy making, I cannot dig my way out. I trust no one. I will never try to have a friend, let alone a relationship ever again.
It is evident here. I see it now in everything Linda writes.
I know this looks really generous, Linda paying rent and utilities. Actually, she pays rent and electricity. I paid the rest from the sale of my car in 2022, and have been stuck here since then, in a mostly desolate boarded up meth lab place with the beautiful Shawnee National Forest just out of reach.
I am almost out of food, down to two rolls of toilet paper, my internet is already shut off. I am writing fervently because when I lose my phone within days, I am completely cut off and I think that is what Linda wanted all along. Linda never cared about me. She cared about appearance of helping. Appearances are dead ends and this is why she struggles with anxiety and depression. She is lying to herself. Chase Bank told me Linda cleared out my bank account in the fall of 2022. It went negative and I didn’t know it. They shut the account down because it is so far negative.
“I’m not sure whether it’s possible for us to ever untangle the terrible web of distrust caused by my many failures regarding our relationship and your beliefs about me. I am still crying when I think about the mind boggling and heart-breaking misunderstandings of our radically different perceptions of reality. But I have never stopped caring for your well-being. If you ever want to try mutually respectful communication in an attempt to heal our relationship, I’m willing to give it a try. I welcome mediation by a trusted person of your choice.”
Linda will never see or understand the back handed, “you’re crazy” in the middle of the non-apology sandwiched with I care about you. I don’t know how many people have walked me through my sometimes-multiple collapses a day over this type of double talk. Having DID and autism makes it so much worse because my brain stores the truth and the lie separately, and I am never able to integrate them and keep only the truth. I have a lifetime of my brain filled with contradictions, lies, deception, and mind games. You called me crazy, spew bible, and accept this. YOU ARE A FRAUD! I am the only person in the world with DID and NO SUPPORT systems that I have found.
I was not supposed to need anyone to pay anything. All of the Christians, including Linda ganged up on me, did not listen to my needs and instead inserted their insanity into destroying my life, and thus my children’s. I needed safety. I needed what was familiar. Linda dismissed these needs with her own ideas. There is a conversation with Linda and someone in Australia and it is that conversation that I saw through Linda.
Monique told Linda, just send her to us. Just get her here. We have an entire group of people who never met Karen but were willing to care for me for free for the rest of my life. Linda, Janelle and Christian women in America do not have that kind of graciousness.
Karl had the means to make sure I was comfortable for the rest of my life though apart. The Baptist General Conference, The Evangelical Alliance Mission, Timothy Network, and Harvest Bible Chapel ransacked my soul for what? Why? No remorse, not from any of them!
This was love and support. Elizabeth met many child alters but the trust to meet Macy is rare. I think only four people have ever met her. Linda was not trustworthy. If child alters are not safe, and Linda made sure we were not safe, then she is not trustworthy. ONE PHONE CALL TO GET MEN TO STOP KARL IS ALL I ASKED OF LINDA. SHE TURNED MY LIFE INTO A CIRCUS AND LEFT ME WITH NOTHING.
No one in the world knows Macy better than Elizabeth. Linda took Elizabeth from me. She and Janelle celebrated my aloneness. Elizabeth saved me from a dirty therapist who was driving me to suicide. Linda called me paranoid that I thought he was out to get me. He was. It was Elizabeth many states away that put together that every time I left therapy I was worse off. She adjusted her schedule so that when I left the parking lot, I called her and she stayed with me and we debriefed together immediately to find where he inserted suicide programming. Ed Groenendal, Woodstock, IL is a fucking snake. Linda knows nothing about anything but she does it with confidence.
I MISS YOU ELIZABETH BECKMAN!
The other one that echo’s through my head is Janelle Fabiano. I cannot believe I took classes from her in church. Holy crap how disrespectful she is to her husband Al. I could not believe the 80 pound monster in her own home.
Here she is, showing her true self, defending Linda knowing the difficult time I was going through losing everything and everyone and her response is, “I am sorry Linda! This is why she is alone.” This BITCH teaches FEMALE CHILDREN THE BIBLE THROUGH American Bible Society. These snake Christian women are demonic!
Stop reading your bible, it is full of evil and you become what you read.
This is getting long and there is so much evidence that Linda thinks does not exist that I need to get out of my system. Holding it all in all these years has brought me to a place of nothingness.
